Well that day has finally come around.
Today, my birthday! woot finally 17. not really a big year to celebrate, i mean i can now learn to drive, but nothing else has changed.

Thanks for reading my blog.

Well last year i left my secondary school, and there was a big group of us. we all had a laugh all the time and it was all fun and games until people started falling out.
Thats when it all happened.

Its now march, and people are still talking about what people did, okay i understand i wont ever forgive some of the people for what they did. but i'm not reopening the past. I'm leaving it like that.

Yesterday i found out that an ex best friend had been writing nasty stuff about me on the internet (myspace). And yes i did write a blog about how i missed certain friends and it wasn't too nice to her, i did not center my blog about her.

But what makes me confused is how she has explained that apparently everything that happened to me last year and the year before was my fault. and that in some way i deserved everything i go.

She thinks theres 2 sides of the story, however what happened there can only be on side.

About a year an a bit ago, i went out wit this guy, [yes he was a complete mistake] and then my ''best'' friend met him, and she fancied him.
I went on holiday and within being on holiday for a day she and him were flirting online and talking abt dumping me so they could be together.

Now me and this 'best' friend of mine had been friends for 4 years and she decided that she couldn't help but feel like tht with him jst because he complimented her.
Whilst i was on holiday i believed that he was telling the truth tht they both were doing it, yet she wouldn't admit this at first.

She than after i came back of holiday tried so hard for me to dump him, whch was apparently for my own good. After i did, she gave me the cold shoulder for months and months on end making me feel like a complete pointless human being.
A few months down the lie when she's forgiven me she decides to tell me that he e-mailed her and wants to go out with her.
She asked me if thats acceptable. Obv. i say w/e do what you want

You see this guy, hes a whore, he only wants to go out wit her have sex and then he'l see some1 better looking than her. Thats not offensively, its just because thats the way it worked wit him. you could tell what he was after. Unfortunately for him, i had him sussed before he attempted anything with me.

So.. what shocks me is how can there be another side to the story? The boyfriend admitted he fancied her, yet she only admited it once he told me.
So why did I get the cold shoulder?

Well basically thats all i wanted to say. Just wanted to see if anyone could see another side of view and maybe i'm looking at it wrongly!

Its my birthday sooon!
well soon being in april, but to me thats soon enough! Not sure i'm going to do for it yet, any1 got any ideas?

Heyloo again i decided to try again because i can hardly expect people to talk to me if i've got nothing on here can i? lol!
well my other blog was about what had been going on, i didnt want to bore everyone with my personal life like the fights and stuffs so i thought i would just round it all up!

I'm on this new diet with one of my best friends jade, we started yesterday and i've already had some chocolate {but in this diet its allowed occasionally}
The diets called slimming world, no.1 diet before weight watchers! and i'm just willing to try anything now as long as i can still eat because i love my food! {probz. the reason why i am the size i am, lol}

So tonight i had my friend over and he watched me cook my pasta, with red kidney beans and plum tomatoes. i know it sounds so gross.. but i cant eat meat today so i'm going for something new.
Its a bit weird, lacks in taste but its still editable!
But just my luck i start a diet the day of pancakes and i can only have one small one with lemon and nothing else really!

I mean some other diets probs do work, but i find that i have no self determination and i cant give up chocolate!

How is everyone these days? any1 going on a diet that works or has lost weight? i said i wouldn't go on..but i think i have, probs the longest blog i've ever written on here! but trust me i can go on for EVER.. but i wont! dw your safe there, lol!

Anyways, if any1 wants to leave me some comments about their diets that would be nice and telling me how everyone is that would be rather amazing!

I just spent time writing a blog.. why is it not working?
lol its because this computer h8s me! or because i accidently clicked of the window! hehe!

Well its the new year! So I'm starting my new years resolutions.. which will be interesting!Me And Jizzle are back for a while because we hope the college has unblocked this site so we may be back for ever.. not to sure atm! [depends if we get people talking to us on here, then we might stay, otherwise it can be slightly boring]

[back to my resolution]
I've never followed one before because im terrible at being determained, but this year I'm going to try my hardest and hopefully people will help me!
I'm going to be [well actually i've already started it as of today] on a diet! And i never can do them because i love chocolate far too much!
Hopefully people like jade at college will stop me from eating all the crap we usually do but that means trips to tesco's will be less expensive. [ we used to buy so much crap, mostly because it was buy on get one free]

So whats everyone else's new year resolution?
Good luck to everyone that's sticking to their new years resolution!:DTW!

Well basically Me And Jizzle have to leave this blog because our smelly college is slowly blocking the site and so we can't get access to it anymore!
Although we still will keep our accounts, we wont be able to check it every day like we did before (yes we know were sad)
So we're off to be blog-whores and find more sites that will allow us to make profiles and new friends!
If we find good sites we will try to come bak on here and let everyone know the site!
Good bye for now everybody! :-)
Feel free to leave comments

Today has been a weird day.
it started of a bit crapy and now me an jizzle are still on this site becoming more and more obsessed by the moment!
Damn you darren introducing us to blogs!!!
on a better note, Jizzle and me have some well smexiful pictures now!
umm so yea!
leave me commentz plz! :-)

I really cant spell! I keep messing everything up when i type everything! so if i write a blog or comment and it doesnt make sense, well.. thats not my fault! teheee!
How dear!!!!!!

Howdy! Felt like singin a song..
heyloo there the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the moore then unsuspected victim of darkness in the valley we can live like jack and sally if you want where u can always find me an we'l have halloween on christmas and in this night we'l wish it never ends
we'll wish this never ends
dont waste your time on me your already the voice in side my head
i miss you
dont waste your time on me your already the voice in side my head
i miss you ...i miss you!