Well last year i left my secondary school, and there was a big group of us. we all had a laugh all the time and it was all fun and games until people started falling out.
Thats when it all happened.

Its now march, and people are still talking about what people did, okay i understand i wont ever forgive some of the people for what they did. but i'm not reopening the past. I'm leaving it like that.

Yesterday i found out that an ex best friend had been writing nasty stuff about me on the internet (myspace). And yes i did write a blog about how i missed certain friends and it wasn't too nice to her, i did not center my blog about her.

But what makes me confused is how she has explained that apparently everything that happened to me last year and the year before was my fault. and that in some way i deserved everything i go.

She thinks theres 2 sides of the story, however what happened there can only be on side.

About a year an a bit ago, i went out wit this guy, [yes he was a complete mistake] and then my ''best'' friend met him, and she fancied him.
I went on holiday and within being on holiday for a day she and him were flirting online and talking abt dumping me so they could be together.

Now me and this 'best' friend of mine had been friends for 4 years and she decided that she couldn't help but feel like tht with him jst because he complimented her.
Whilst i was on holiday i believed that he was telling the truth tht they both were doing it, yet she wouldn't admit this at first.

She than after i came back of holiday tried so hard for me to dump him, whch was apparently for my own good. After i did, she gave me the cold shoulder for months and months on end making me feel like a complete pointless human being.
A few months down the lie when she's forgiven me she decides to tell me that he e-mailed her and wants to go out with her.
She asked me if thats acceptable. Obv. i say w/e do what you want

You see this guy, hes a whore, he only wants to go out wit her have sex and then he'l see some1 better looking than her. Thats not offensively, its just because thats the way it worked wit him. you could tell what he was after. Unfortunately for him, i had him sussed before he attempted anything with me.

So.. what shocks me is how can there be another side to the story? The boyfriend admitted he fancied her, yet she only admited it once he told me.
So why did I get the cold shoulder?

Well basically thats all i wanted to say. Just wanted to see if anyone could see another side of view and maybe i'm looking at it wrongly!